Saturday, 13 February 2010

In the periphery..


I centre my life,
Around the periphery of others’..
The peripheries surrounding me
makes it look like I am the centre..

but when people start drawing borders..
the peripheries don’t exist anymore..
one by one they vanish away..
leaving me standing..

right at the centre
all alone.

Thursday, 1 October 2009

when i think of you..


Baby when you say that out,
You should know how I feel about

When your fingers brush
against my face,
When I feel the caress
My heart skips a beat
It makes me smile inside..

The laugh in your eyes
When you look at me..
The crooked smile
That is so you

Baby you make me tick
You drive me crazy..

I wish you would hold my hand
I wish we could be alone
I wish we saw it when we had it
I wish we could go back and start over again

Yeah that moment of magic is gone,
That spark has died away..
It is just longing that is left
The fond memories of yesterday..

Baby I know its just a dream,
A dream that is far away…

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

something tht i can identify with..

Don't ask questions, you should be seen and not heard!
Who are you to think? it is so because it is so!
Don't try to understand, believe!
Don't argue, obey!
Don't rebel, adjust!
Don't stand out, belong!
Don't struggle, compromise!
Who are you to know?
society knows best!
Who are you to object?
All values are relative...

- Ayn Rand ( Atlas Shrugged)

these lines I'm reminded of, often. by instances tht happen in my life and the ones tht I see hppening to others. damn it!! why do I take life soo seriously??

Friday, 15 May 2009

looking around...

Tell me why
the moon plays peek-a boo,
the stars twinkle,
the seasons change,
but people care no more..

Tell me why
when we hear a cry,
we do not wipe the tear,
but shrug our shoulders
and walk away...

Tell me why
there are many old and weary,
wanting to die,
but it is the young ones that are nipped
without a chance to bloom...

Tell me why
the world is dark
though the sun is shining
there is blood everywhere
but none in people's heart

Tell me why
give me reasons
make me understand...
are we asking,
'who is my brother?'...

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

An introspection of a math student



It ws the day b4 my math ppr..
i ws getting really worked up seeing the books piled in a heap.
the Delhi dust still on their covers..
desperetly wishing to take my mind off
i read the syllabus,
which looked like a dozen greek letters
not different frm the ones in the text..
the result of this tiresome exercise is
the not so brilliant scribbling tht follows..
On the eve of the exam!!
Some real analysis:
On the eve of the Exam!!
Some real analysis:

Going through the syllabusmy head is in a whirl,
Successive + partial differentiation
Equals failure undefferentiated for me,
I'm so over my limits and stilll continuing,
Going off the tanget nd still hoping to remain normal,
The singular point??
Will the curve of my results
pass the point of inflection??
will it have a +ve slope??
or will its curvature fom a perfect circle??
if the theory of equations cud solve this problem..

cos and sin seem to get tangled and tanned,
multiply or divide, add or subtract,
the result tends to zero..
will i be the lowest ranking matrix
in the vast 3-d space of student vectors??
is my grade going to show a null set??


oh my marks seem to be non derivable
my future indeterminant,
who can integrate me from this differentiatetd state?
oh the problem is so complex,
hope the answer is non trivial..

lemme take a path asymptotic to de- moiver's
nd get help frm pythagoras nd euler,
cos othrwise i'll truly be a shining Indian,
holding the numeral of Indian origin lovingly in my hands... ;)

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

  1. saw the dramatic and vulgar ,actually jungle justice ...two days back on t,v. i'm tallking about the insane incident in bihar where a chain snatcher was cruelly punished first "by the people @nd latr by the police. the incident was horrendous.the man was first beaten up using sticks and belts.actually whipped.he was abused slapped and spat upon. i'm not trying to take the side of a culprit .just wondering how the law enforcers ,police,i mean stand by and even participate in this ghastly fashion.are we going back on civilisation?does the frustrating delay in justice get on peoples nerves so much so that they resort to quick and cruel redressal.well it should be kept in mind that this is not the first time that people have taken the law in their hands.the footage on t.v showed a large crowed gathered around the man,encouraging the beating...the mob got into a frenzy an tied the mans hand behind his back nd a string around his neck..like a dog?then his one foot was tied to the back rail of a motorbike and the bike was driven forward.the man "culprit" was dragged face down on the asphalt road..screaming the name of god....did no one hear? or did they really think this was justice? assaulting a man till he looses conciousness? almost kill somone..yes he tried to snatch a chain..and may be he'll nevr try again after this...but will he live for us to find out?nd is this the way our police are trained?also can we honestly say ,"yes ,that was just and right"?

Monday, 18 December 2006

CHRISTMAS IS HERE.......

Christmas is here
thought should write Sumthin'
well mainly outta compulsion
an urge to stay on...

don't wanna get lost
in the stream of laziness
god knows what i'm writin'
told you outta compulsion

had a fight wid ma friend..
welll at least dats what I feel.
I know its christmas time to cheer
but dunno I'm all so glum

maybe time to smile
to not be headstrong 
to let go of all worries
and sing carols