A winter leaf falling..

do you remember me ever
maybe while lazily looking over
and seeing a winter leaf fall..


do you think of me ever.. maybe when you are just falling asleep in that blur between wakefulness and sleep.

do you fancy me ever.. maybe when you see a stranger who looked a lot similar.

do you wonder ever how it would have been had you been with me..

do you ever look back and think did she love me 
whatsoever.

do you ever remember me and wish
that i was there,
by your side..

did you ever

even for a moment

think of me

in terms of love..    

Roses and Carnations

And then the flowers started wilting
One red rose after the other ..
Their heads drooped,
Their petals fell,
The leaves turned brown,
The stems stagnated in the water..

Was it my dreams withering away,
Or was it yours?
But the carnations stayed on..
Their leaves still green
Their stems robust
Their petals still a smiling yellow..

is it the dreams yet to be dreamt,
is it mine or is it yours..
_ Anony'moi's.. 

.......

let me sing to you

a soulful melody,

a song about a broken heart.

let me hold you

one more time,

in a hug that's so tight that it'll never be enough.

let me see you

one last time,

knowing full well that we do not belong.

Adieu 2012

an year is going by..
what do i see wn i look back?

an year wr i hv gained a lot and lost equally
an year that taught me some of life hard lessons..
an year that is left incomplte..
an year that says, life goes on..

this year i ganed a lot,
friends, wieght, insights, faith
love, hurt, doubts nd much more..
acknowledgements, compliments, surprises..

this year i lost too..
friends, hair, hairclips nd trust
keys, money, peace of mind n time
nd among them all i've lost myself too..

i thank everyone who stood by me during hard times,
i thank all who in their silence accepted my follies..
i thank all those who came back,
those who never questioned..
i thank each one whose little help or a word made my day..

i also apologise if hv hurt anyone in anyway
i hope u understand it is not my intention to hurt people..
its my life's lessons, perceptions nd circumstances tht made me
act the way i did..
or it myt be my nature of flowing wth th current..

nd i also understand, that if u moved away
its ur experiences nd circumstances which made u do so
it myt also be hw u saw my words n actions..
'm not saying it doesnt hurt any
'm learning to accept tht wt i cant change..

the days that are gone,
i understand are gone by..
i wish i cud cherish every moment that was
for wt it was

nd wn i look back, i dont say
i dont hv regrets..
but that doesnt mean,
2012 doesnt bring a smile on my face..

adieu my dear 
u wr a roller coaster..
i know thr is a few hours left,
but u'r not gonna end the world wth u