Adieu 2012

an year is going by..
what do i see wn i look back?

an year wr i hv gained a lot and lost equally
an year that taught me some of life hard lessons..
an year that is left incomplte..
an year that says, life goes on..

this year i ganed a lot,
friends, wieght, insights, faith
love, hurt, doubts nd much more..
acknowledgements, compliments, surprises..

this year i lost too..
friends, hair, hairclips nd trust
keys, money, peace of mind n time
nd among them all i've lost myself too..

i thank everyone who stood by me during hard times,
i thank all who in their silence accepted my follies..
i thank all those who came back,
those who never questioned..
i thank each one whose little help or a word made my day..

i also apologise if hv hurt anyone in anyway
i hope u understand it is not my intention to hurt people..
its my life's lessons, perceptions nd circumstances tht made me
act the way i did..
or it myt be my nature of flowing wth th current..

nd i also understand, that if u moved away
its ur experiences nd circumstances which made u do so
it myt also be hw u saw my words n actions..
'm not saying it doesnt hurt any
'm learning to accept tht wt i cant change..

the days that are gone,
i understand are gone by..
i wish i cud cherish every moment that was
for wt it was

nd wn i look back, i dont say
i dont hv regrets..
but that doesnt mean,
2012 doesnt bring a smile on my face..

adieu my dear 
u wr a roller coaster..
i know thr is a few hours left,
but u'r not gonna end the world wth u